Falling in love with Depression & Anxiety

By Mhownai - March 25, 2019

3 years ago, I broke up from my ex-boyfriend and I have to be honest, looking back, I realized how toxic that relationship was and how lucky I am to release myself from that terrible situation.

If you have been an avid follower on my blog you might have read my MHOWving on series (1,2 and 3)

To be honest, it was a traumatic experience, I was traumatized and I became so scared to trust anyone and love people but everything had changed when I met Jerico again.

3 years have passed and now I'm happy to say that finally I'M IN A RELATIONSHIP. I just realized that it's about time for me to be happy and reward myself -- to open my heart with people who want to love me not because I needed to be loved but I deserved to be loved.

Back Story

Well, I was a blogger way back 2012 and I gained tons of followers right before I got pregnant, to be honest, I was running around 10 to 15 thousand followers during that time and Jerico was one of my followers, as per him. He said that he often to read my blogs and became a follower of my love story (my ex and I) as we all know, my life has been an open book and up until now, I have always been open about my situation (well, that's what I have been doing now).

I can still remember that we do have some little bits of communication but he was not my type of guy, he just didn't leave a mark on me but then everything changed in 2017, we had a bit of conversation wherein he said "I Miss You" and because I was so uptight at that period, I immediately shrug him off and removed him on my friend's list.

Fast forward to 2018, he tried to reconnect with me and I then realized that "Hmm, this guy is something" so I tried to continue having communication with him. To be honest, it was a whirlwind romance and to cut the long story short-- I fell in love with him.

Let's get be real

Well, my relationship with him is not easy and we broke up several times before we became stable and sure with each other. Trust me, it was a long process but then, I saw how I met him as a boy and turned into a man. I was so amazed by his drastic change and to be honest, I have never felt so secure with any of my relationship. With him, I have never felt so happy and satisfied it's like right now, I just want his happiness first before mine.

So there you go, my life has been more amazing and I have never been inspired to be better. ♥ I just hope that you guys will support me with my journey.

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